Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Prophetic Worship: Do you hear what I hear?

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(picture taken by me at a Bethel Conference)


Prophetic Worship: Do you hear what I hear?


I love one on one conversations with people. I like to go deep with people and find out who they really are. I think I prefer it to a larger group setting because I have the opportunity to really get to know someone. I am often told by those I meet that I am a good listener. When you listen people open up to you. Sometimes they are often surprised by how much they have shared with me. One of the reasons that happens is because I LISTEN (it is not the only reason but a main one.) This may sound elementary but it is not. Many people when they engage in conversation do not hear you. They are just waiting for a break so they can then interject what they have been holding back for the last 3 minutes while they watched your mouth move. Or they are easily distracted with their surroundings and catch a few things here and there.

Learning to hear Holy Spirit is much the same. He is a person. He wants to speak to you but if you do not spend time listening you cannot repeat in worship what heaven is singing all around you. You have to make room when you are not on the platform learning to hear His voice. When I am worshipping corporately I am always listening. I will often get quiet even on the platform. If I am not leading then I am listening. He needs room. You have to give Holy Spirit space in your worship set. Allow him to be in charge. If you want to enter the supernatural realm in worship you can’t keep doing the same things you have always done. Singing what you know to sing. You may have to wait on Holy Spirit to speak. People get uncomfortable with silence and feel like they need to fill it. Sometimes the waiting is the very thing the Holy Spirit is directing you to do. There have been many times in the waiting that a powerful declaration has come forth and many times not from me. When I am leading I am waiting for that sound to come from someone else on the team. It could be a singer or a musician. These spontaneous powerful moments can't happen if you are uncomfortable with waiting on the Lord.

I remember when I first started leading worship back in Seattle at what was then known as The City Church. I had always been involved in music. Sang my entire life in musical productions, worship teams, and solo performances. I was use to being on stage however, the way this church worshiped was foreign to me. The worship was not like worship I was used to, where you knew exactly how many times you were going to sing the verse and chorus. Their worship was spontaneous. It lasted more then twenty minutes before the service and they would sometimes stop and exhort the congregation.

One day I went to my pastor and I told him the Lord has been speaking to me about leading worship. He said fine and suggested I start out leading worship on a Wednesday night service. The church was still small at the time maybe about 500 to 800 people. I remember the first time I did lead worship I probably never opened my eyes the entire time and couldn’t even look at the congregation. I do remember though Holy Spirit from the start was my teacher. He would give me step by step instruction on what to do. He would tell me to repeat a chorus or move on to the next song. (He still does today) I remember how heavily I relied on His voice.
How do spontaneous prophetic songs come? Listening, waiting, and making room. I am just repeating what Holy Spirit is communicating to me: the sounds of heaven. In the beginning the prophetic songs would just be a few words repeated over and over. Now in my worship the prophetic songs have choruses and verses just like a written song. Now the songs mixed with intercession declare on the earth the breakthrough that is needed at that precise moment.

I have always had a close relationship with Holy Spirit my entire Christian life. When I first encountered Jesus I heard Holy Spirit’s voice. I have cultivated and allowed that relationship to grow. It is precious to me. It is necessary if you want to be a prophetic worship leader or a prophetic person. One day a prophet came to The City Church and told me that God created me to be an original. He said do not be a copy of someone else. How do you become an original? By being dependent on Holy Spirit. There has to be a level of dependency on something other than my musical gift otherwise it’s just another great performance. I realized God wanted me to be a pattern for others to follow. A Forerunner. Holy Spirit guided me through every worship set then and now.


“Who is this coming up from the wilderness, Leaning upon her beloved?”
Song of Solomon 8:5 

I love that picture of our relationship with the Lord. Always leaning. Always learning. Never proud. Always dependent. Always thankful. Do not take the privilege of leading people in worship for granted. Cherish it.

For some of you reading this who are worship leaders in your church, the twenty minute worship set you do every Sunday morning is not where you are going to be able develop your prophetic gift. If it is something you long for then you will need to find another outlet to develop that gift in you. Find a prayer group or start a small group where you have the time to listen and follow Holy Spirit. I was blessed because I had a Pastor who valued the gift in me and allowed me to make mistakes and grow and develop in the area of worship. For that I am forever grateful.

Keep flourishing.


Friday, January 5, 2018

It's Time to Step Up and Step Out

For the past year, the Lord has been nudging me to start writing. I have pondered the form of such writing. So I decided the easiest way to start was to just start. Beginning a new chapter in my life by sharing with you my experiences and knowledge in the areas of prayer, worship, and the prophetic as Holy Spirit leads me to do. I just feel that I have a story to tell and I want to share lessons learned and the wisdom I have obtained by walking through difficulties to triumphs. I hope to inspire, encourage, and embolden you in your walk with the Lord. To dream a dream that is bigger than yourself. To instill hope and promise that the best is surely yet to come. I hope you will join me on this journey.

“Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.” Philippians 3:12

Happy 2018 everyone! Don’t we all love the opportunity for new beginnings. Memories to cherish and difficulties to leave behind. Welcome 2018! I am so excited about this year. More excited than I have been in awhile. While praying this week about what to share, the Lord spoke these words to me, “Step up and Step out in 2018!” When the Lord gives me a word I relish looking up the definition in the dictionary. The word step when used as a verb means to “lift and set down one’s foot or one foot after the other in order to walk somewhere or move to a new position.” It can also means, “to take a particular course of action.” When used as a noun, one of the meanings, “ a flat surface, especially one in a series, on which go place one’s foot when moving from one level to another.”

I love words. If we are going to step out this year we will certainly need to step up into new levels of intimacy with the Father. There is a new level of grace for each of us if we are willing to spend the time it takes to adjust our thinking to His. More revelation is coming from the Father about who we are and our role in what is to come in 2018. One of my favorite verses of all time is Proverbs 3. I review it often. It is such a great instruction in how to live our lives. Verse 5 exhorts us to “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, do not depend on your own understanding, Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you the path to to take.”

Renew your love affair with the word of God this month. Let it renew your mind and get rid of any wrong thinking. Listen to what the Spirit is saying over your life. Be willing to step out into a new adventure with Him. Serving the Lord is fun. It should be a fantastical ride that is better than anything you would find in any amusement park. It requires faith to put action steps to the promises of God. “For all the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us.” That is the key. The promises are in Him not us. He is the source of all your dreams. What dreams have you put on the shelf? Let the Lord speak to you this month about what dreams needs to be revived in 2018. For many of you, in 2018 the Lord is declaring to you, “its your turn.” That was personally spoken over my life recently and I know it’s of course not just me. Some of you have sick hearts but it time to believe again. Nothing ventured nothing gained they say.

Many of you have been sitting in a dark room with the lights turned off and need Jesus to walk into the room and turn the lights on so you can “see” what is all around you. The treasure that is there but you could not see it because the light needed to be turned on. Pray for Jesus to illuminate that darkness so you can see the supernatural reality of what God is wanting to do in your life. I know some of you are saying, “I have heard this before.” “I prayed this before and nothing changed.” Well do it again! And again and again. Do not give up or give in. God is good and He is for you and not against you.

It's coming. It's your turn. Do not lose hope. Let Him breathe new life into you, revive your faith and courage to believe again.

Back in 2012, I took a trip to the International House of Prayer in Kansas City. I was there to attend the Passion for Jesus Conference,. While there Holy Spirit gave me a vision of me standing in a completely dark room. In front of me I could see light emanating from underneath a door in front of me. Above the door were the words, “VINDICATION.” When I went to open the door the light that radiated from the room was blinding and it was difficult to see what the room contained. However I knew in my spirit it was treasure. It was so colorful. It was ABUNDANCE!

About a year after, I started a ministry called, “Boiseloves2pray.” It was a prophetic worship and prayer group which met all across the Treasure Valley in Boise where I live. They were not large gatherings but they were certainly powerful. During those meetings His presence was so tangible. I can honestly say I have had few experiences outside of those meetings that were as powerful. I started those gatherings in simple obedience to Him. He asked me to do it. Surrender is necessary to follow Jesus. If you want to change the world you have got learn the art of surrendering to His will. Many are called but few are chosen. God does not measure success the way we do. He really is in charge. Saying that has really almost become cliche in our Christian culture. A lot of us say it but how many of us actually live it. It’s not easy because my wicked heart wants what it wants.

“The heart is deceitful above all things, And desperately wicked; Who can know it?” Jeremiah 17:9


Put the desire to please Him first. There is so much joy in that. Through that process of surrender God has done so much in delivering me from the fear of man. The bible tells us, “the fear of man brings a snare, but whoever trusts in the Lord shall be sale.” That is where I want to be. It takes courage but it will bring you new levels of freedom in Christ.

I remember a moment at the Passion for Jesus conference in worship when Misty Edwards started to sing this song called, “I Knew What I was Getting into.” His presence came over all over me and the expression of His love for me was overwhelming.


It was no surprise to Him about the mistakes I would make. The failures I would encounter. There is nothing hidden from Him about me. He knew what he was getting into when called me. He knew what he was getting into when he called you. Don’t give in. Don’t give up,. In doing so you will win. Do you feel forgotten? Has obedience to Him cost you? Do you feel like you have been in a dark room with the lights turned off? Step up into Him and then step out! The best is yet to come!

In Obedience to Him,
Barbara